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Bipolar Guhrl

I have no idea wht happened...

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Only The Devil's LuckYou ride over the red line  Stand in the middle of the road  Don't look both ways when crossing  Strain yourself to the overload  You fall in love on a heart beat  Then can't turn back again  You walk each path of life  As if it leads to the final end   
But that's a cross road too, you know  You can choose the fair or the foul  And tis only the Devil's luck, honey  That keeps you out of hell   
The car always swerves  The engine always holds  The road is always empty  And you write to unburden your soul  You fall out of love in a few months  Though Only The Devil's Luck
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Sea Vs The Cherry TreeYou were a raging ocean on a stormy day  There was the optimism and love there  And the beauty,  Always the rose bloom beauty  But there was the surging and conflicting emotion  And the rip tide  That knocked me off my feet  I was always punch drunk  
Or drowning   
And the raging ocean is something  
You stare longingly at from the cliff  It's battering  But you don't dive in  Like I did  Felt the giddy rush  Of falling off a cliff  And ran the risk of drowning  And I really needed distance to admire you  When I talked to you  Found out who &n Sea Vs The Cherry Tree
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TechnoloviqueThe moon is hazy  My memories phase me  Should I just press erase  Black my guitar  Black my lyrics  Blackest is my soul by far   
Lifeless typicals all around  I can't hear what they say  I'm living life in sound surround  Tired of the cliché  But I'm lonely   
The sun is burning  The world is turning  Stomach churning  I go on learning   
Bitter rhymes make too much sense  Too much to be co-incidence  That they fit together  In whatever  Tense   
Love the teachers  If you love knowledge  Love the preachers & Technolovique
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LonelyI draw faces on my hands  Because I'm lonely  I draw hands on my face  To hide my eyes  Because my arms are tied  
Behind my back   
My eyes are heavy  
With the weight of awake  My hands are sore  From chafing ropes and create  A bleeding myriad  
To drip on the floor   
A mosiac stained with blood  The drops drip onto chip stone eyes  Make them cry  Red, salt and iron, oxygen  The love, the mood   
All I ask is a friend  Someone to talk to  All I ask is something familiar  Someone who gets me  All I ask is you    Lonely
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Attics And AtriumsI can feel the spiders  Begin to spin  Across the atriums  Of my heart  I feel the beat slow  As it begins  To desiccate  
And fail to restart   
It's not that the blood  
Doesn't pump any more  It's just got no reason to  It's not that the world  Has lost its colour  I've just lost perception   
Monotone is dreary  But I'm beginning to see  The more subtle shades of grey  Between the black and white  Of living with and living without  You but I still doubt  I'll ever see colours again   
The spiders run through soft dust &n Attics And Atriums
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Shoot The Shooting StarIn the end  My love was  
A shooting star  Falling from the sky  Destined to die  When it the cold earth  Of reality  All the same I can't deny  That the flight  
From heaven  Was ecstacy   
Four  
That's how many I saw  Two for the eyes  One for the heart  And one for my life  My destiny is to write  About my fall  You never fell at all   
And don't you die  That's my  Job  I would do anything to stop this despair  I have to learn to take better care  Of the ones I love   
You stay in the sky  Darli Shoot The Shooting Star
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MomentsI stood before a grave gravely  Unfeeling, only empty  Trying to think how to save me  From following  And never showing  Any emotion   
Well it's the moments that screw it up baby  The years are for recovering in   
They came over to me  I hated it the way they  Would smirk evilly  And then begin  And I couldn't fight them even  Though it made me tear at my skin   
It's the moments that screw it up baby  The years are for recovering in   
I broke down and pushed away  Everyone that might save me  Convinced that I knew me best really Moments
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Oh ReallyRuby Red, Ruby Red  Dripping slowly from my head  If in glorious re-enaction  
I could come to know one fraction  Of the math requir-ed   
What implement, what symbol  Tell me, bell me, let me see all  Of the answer and the workings  Scribbles, crossed out and the markings  Decipher codes and receive the call   
Pick up, fuck up, screw up, duck out  Hang up and give in to a bout  Of shouting, screaming, blood spilling  Just to show in love I'm willing  To go the distance, not lock out   
In the end the last stanza  Change the locks, keys and wander Oh Really
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S'bin a wweee bit

Thu Nov 26, 2009, 4:38 PM
Yo all. S'bin a while non? or has it really only just been a week?? Time drags when you're not writing >.<
Anywhos writing some stuff again. Not sure he's the muse but he gets emotion so he gets poetry. ^^ but why him?? lolllzz oh well.
Life is going slightly better despite fears of bipolar type 2 >.< but it's not worth going to get it officially diagnosed cos I don want drugs. And they'd only try even harder to slap me on drugs if I was. *sighs*. shrinks. :P
All my teachers at college I think are concerned about my downers. :P
Tch. I still get distinctions and merits wht do they give a shit about it for??

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I'm a bipolar, autistic poet, musician, artist, actor and photographer. As Lady Sovereign says "Love me or Hate Me I'm still an obsession! Love me or Hate me tht is the question. If you love me then THANK YOU!!!!! :glomp: If you hate me then F**K YOU! :finger:

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  • Current Residence: My Bed
  • Interests: Poetry, Music. Performing.
  • Favourite movie: The Last Unicorn
  • Favourite band or musician: NightWish
  • Favourite genre of music: Folky Metal
  • Favourite artist: Vincent Van Gogh
  • Favourite poet or writer: Thomas Stearns Eliot
  • Favourite photographer: Dana Maitec
  • Favourite style of art: Sketching
  • Operating System: Windows?
  • MP3 player of choice: Ohn
  • Favourite game: Farmville
  • Favourite gaming platform: Play Station
  • Favourite cartoon character: Lucrezia Noin
  • Personal Quote: "We Must Get Drunk! Immediately! Immediately! Immediately!
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencils and Notepads.

When you wake up in the morning what is your first reaction? 

50%
11 deviants said Mmm bed. *snuggles back down to sleep*
18%
4 deviants said Fuck off!
14%
3 deviants said Hnnngghhh! *waving arms zombie like*
9%
2 deviants said Need...coffeeee...need...coffeeee
9%
2 deviants said Who's bed is this again?
0%
No deviants said YAY!! Look at the sky! Oh! It's raining! But it's still sooo beautiful!
0%
No deviants said I don't know what happened last night...but I'm betting it was good
0%
No deviants said Where did all these empty bottles come from?
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:iconmiladyofmoonlight:
~MiladyOfMoonlight 4 days 19 hours ago
Thanks for the fave!

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Face it darling, paint those dreams.
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~no1mournsthephantom 5 days 7 hours ago
Thanks so much for the fav:)

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"I'm not the greatest piano player, but I play with feeling"

"Why are there empty seats in the front row? Are people mad at me?" -Idina Menzel
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*Countess-Kirsche 4 days 21 hours ago
No probs. <3 tha lil green Fae.

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"No wonder girl you get tired physically, for really you put out an awful lot emotionally, whether it is in art or in your relationships, not to mention the other bone numbing lessons of life." Paula Lietz on the subject of ME!
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~no1mournsthephantom 4 days 14 hours ago
:D :hug:

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"I'm not the greatest piano player, but I play with feeling"

"Why are there empty seats in the front row? Are people mad at me?" -Idina Menzel
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~06raindrops1993 5 days 10 hours ago
Featured! :tighthug: [link]

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"Of course it is happening inside your head...but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?" - Albus Dumbledore
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*Countess-Kirsche 4 days 21 hours ago
Ooh thankees!!

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"No wonder girl you get tired physically, for really you put out an awful lot emotionally, whether it is in art or in your relationships, not to mention the other bone numbing lessons of life." Paula Lietz on the subject of ME!
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~06raindrops1993 4 days 18 hours ago
You're welcome! :glomp:

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"Of course it is happening inside your head...but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?" - Albus Dumbledore
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~scatteredwords Nov 17, 2009, 7:18:25 AM
My first watcher! Thank you :-)

And thank you also for the fave on "Speculation." ;-D
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*Countess-Kirsche Nov 17, 2009, 2:43:57 PM
eh really? :O First watcher?? Ur stuff is good! I've read thru some of it and I really liked it!

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"No wonder girl you get tired physically, for really you put out an awful lot emotionally, whether it is in art or in your relationships, not to mention the other bone numbing lessons of life." Paula Lietz on the subject of ME!
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~scatteredwords Nov 17, 2009, 9:09:23 PM
Oh. My. Word.

Your favorite movie is The Last Unicorn.

I have loved that movie for about 25 years, ever since I saw it when when I was 4 years old.

Excellent, excellent.
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